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i am so bored. [Mar. 7th, 2005|08:54 pm]
[my fukked up feelings: |crappycrappy]
[musikk |sexless demons and scars- jack off jill.]

[Shoe size] 9
[Parents still together] no
[Pets] none..

[Color] lime green
[Number] 87, or.. umm.. a bagillion
[Animal] puppy dog
[Soda] diet coke.
[Flower] rose
[Book] party monster (previously named disco bloodbath)
[Kicked sumone in the nuts?] of course..
[Stolen anything?] yes.
[Held a gun?] super soaker.

DO YOU.....
[Color your hair?] ...wow. yes.. more times than i can remember.
[Twirl your hair?] not so much anymore.
[have tatoos?] one.. a star on my back.
[Have piercings?] yes.. nose, bellybutton, tongue, 13 in my ears
[Cheat on tests/homework?] yesm.
[Drink/Smoke?] smoke, but i don't drink.
[Like roller coasters?] of courseee.
[Wish you could live sumewhere else?] yeah..
[Like cleaning?] hate it almost as much as i hate going to the dentist.
[Write in cursive or print?] cursive.
[Sweat alot?] yeah you could say that.
[Know how to drive?] yes.. i get my permit the end of the month
[Own a cell phone?] no, they give you cancer.. and i'm just not cool enough.
[Ever get off the dam computer?] occansionally.
[Been in fist fight?] yes.. with a girl half my size, but i kicked her ass.
[Been so drunk you forgot what happend the night before?] yeah.. only once though.
[Considerd being a hooker?] ugh, who doesn't consider that.
[Cried over a girl?] no.
[Lied to sumone?] yes.
[Been in love?] yes.. i have.
[Made out with JUST a friend?] yes.
[Been rejected?] actually, no.
[Used sumone?] yes.
[Been used?] yes..
[Been cheated on?] yeah
[Been kissed?] of course.

[Current clothing] jeans, my 7 year old brother's "monster's inc" shirt, and a sweatshirt.
[Current mood] BORED.
[Current taste] gum.
[What you curently smell like] cigarettes and laundry detergent.
[Current hair] down..
[Current thing i ought to be doing] peeing.. i have to go real bad.
[Current cds in stereo] sexless demons and scars. by jack off jill.
[Last book you read] on the bright side, i am now the girlfriend of a sex god.
[Last movie you watched] the spongebob squarepants movie.
[Last person you talked to on the phone] sebastian.

DO YOU.....
[ Do drugs ] no.
[Beleive there is life on other planets] if there wasnt, that would be such a waste of space.
[Read the newspaper] no.. gets my fingers all dirty.
[Beleive in miracles] no.
[Do well in school] i am now, didn't used to though.
[Wear hats] yes.
[Hate yourself] no.
[Have an obsession] yes.
[Have a current crush] i guess you could say that.
[Collect anything] bottlecaps. someday i will have enough to make a belt that will fit around my fat ass.
[like your handwriting] yes.
[Care about looks] not so much, i guess a little. but everyone does, and if they say different then theyre fucking liars.
[Have a hobby] masturbation, of course.

[first crush] this kid patrick in kindergarten.
[Do you beleive in love at first sight] sometimes.
[Do you beleive in the "the one"] yes.
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] yeah.
[Are you a tease] i can be.
[Shy to make the first move] not usually..
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(no subject) [Dec. 15th, 2004|01:06 am]
[my fukked up feelings: |tiredtired]
[musikk |jack off jill]

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you....and caps....
3. Whatever you don’t bold is false.

01. I miss somebody right now.
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I’ve tried marijuana
09. I have been in a threesome
10. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
11. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I like and respect Al Sharpton
14. I curse frequently
15. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
16. I have a hobby
17. I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
18. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
19. I’m really, really smart
22. I hate the rain
23. I’m paranoid at times
24. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free (does Lasik count?)
27. I tend to talk really, really fast
28. I have fresh breath in the morning
29. I have semi-long hair – I think ill cut it this weekend
30. I have lost money in Las Vegas
31. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
34. I have a twin
36. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
37. i like the way i look sometimes
38. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
39. I know how to cornrow
40. I am usually pessimistic
41. I have a lot of mood swings
42. I think prostitution should be legalized
43. I think Britney Spears is hot
44. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
45. I have a hidden talent
46. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
47.i think im popular
48. I am currently single
50. I enjoy talking on the phone (depends who it is)
51. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
52. I love to shop
53. I would rather shop than eat
54. I would classify myself as ghetto
55. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
58. im a pretty good dancer
59. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
60. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
61. I have a cell phone
62. I believe in God
63. I watch MTV on a daily basis
64. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
65. I love drama
66. I have never been in a real relationship before
67. I’ve rejected someone before
68. I currently have a crush on someone.
69. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
70. I want to have children in the future
71. I have changed a diaper before
72. I’ve called the cops on a friend before
73. I bite my nails
74. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
75. I’m not allergic to anything
76. I have a lot to learn
77. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
78. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie
79. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
80. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message
81. I have at least 5 away messages saved
82. I have tried alcohol before
83. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past
84. I own the "South Park" movie
90. I watch soap operas whenever I can
86. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
87. I enjoy some country music
88. I would die for my best friends
89. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
92. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
93. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
94. I am a virgin
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. i have dated a close friends ex
99. I have cut my self before
100. I am happy at this moment
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(no subject) [Oct. 21st, 2004|10:55 pm]
[my fukked up feelings: |chipperchipper]
[musikk |my chemical romance- helena]

Insanity Test
Your problem is Obsessive Compulsive behaviour
Will you ever be cured? (8) - Better not tell you. - (8)
Just how crazy are you? - 100%
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well now. hello everyone. i know i never update but ive been quite busy lately. so i have like 37 seconds to type something about my..insignificant yet fabulous life. ive been quite happy lately. um. ive been going out much. been fun. school is good. homelife is good. everything is actually swell for once. which is a first in a couple years. well im gunna actually go to bed but i will prolly update more tomorrow.. if not oh well..
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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2004|11:44 pm]
[my fukked up feelings: |sleepysleepy]
[musikk |otep- my confession]

First best friend: maral
First date: umm..dunno
First real kiss: in 5th grade..blegh. it was nasty. so i dont consider it my first real kiss..
First screen name: riotgirl957
First self purchased CD: jeez, you expect me to remeber that?
First pets: rotweiler named glutes =D but he died...=(
First piercing/tattoo: umm..ears..but first real piercing was my bellybutton.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: getty lee of rush.. and eddie vedder of pearl jam

Last cigarette: like..an hour ago.
Last car ride: to get chips.
Last kiss: my momma
Last good cry: wow... i dunno.
Last library book checked out: me? read? haha!
Last movie seen: nightmare before christmas.
Last beverage drank: iced tea
Last food consumed: chips and mastahiar
Last crush: ...=/
Last phone call: matt. or diego. idk..
Last time showered: this morning.
Last shoes worn: converses
Last cd played: slipknot
Last item item bought: black paten leather jacket..and matching skirt =D
Last annoyance: my brother.
Last disappointment: myself.
Last shirt worn: black long sleeved
Last website visited: kristynstrange.com
Last word/s you said: "i'm not fucking cleaning the stove."
Last song you sang: to the end, by my chemical romance
What color socks are you wearing? not wearing any
What color of underwear are you wearing? not wearing any ;D
What's under your bed? umm..lets not go there
What time did you wake up today? 7


Where do you want to go? brookedale/parsons
What is your career going to be? computer graphics design/ piercing/tattoo artist
Where are you going to live? anywhere but here
How many kids do you want? 1 or 2
What kind of car(s): hmm. right now im digging the bmw 6 series convertable..or the new m5


Current mood: tired
Current music: marylin manson
Current taste: ick.
Current hair: normal
Current clothes: not wearing any..
Current annoyance(s): my nose ring.
Current desktop picture: my chemical romance background
Current book: ...book? once again...i dont read.
Current color of toenails: black
Current hate: oh theres too many..

(_) been drunk .. yep.
(_) been high.... mhm
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex- yeah
(x) kissed a member of the same sex-yeah
(_) crashed a friend's car ... nope
(_) been to Japan.... haha. no but me and andrea should go someday
(x) ridden in a taxi... yeah
(x) been dumped .. yes.. =(
(_) been fired or laid off...yeah. blegh.
(x) been in a fist fight ....nope
(_) snuck out of my parent's house ....yes hehe. naughty me.
(x) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex ...... duh.
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex ...yeah.
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back.... yes...
(_) been arrested .... nope.
(x) made out with a stranger .....yeah. haha.
(_) stole something from my job.... money.
(_) celebrated new years in time square ... no, but i'd like to
(x) gone on a blind date.... nope.
(_) had a crush on a teacher .....yeah, but then i cursed him off..
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans .....no, but i want to...but just for the beads..its all about the beads..
(x) been to Europe ....nope. but i wanna go
(x) skipped school ...hell yessssss.. too many times to count.
(_) cut myself on purpose- ...yes..but not anymore.
(x) been married ...... umm..oh yeah. im married to like 384283746 people.
(_) gotten divorced... um. sure?
(_) had children... no..thank bob no.
(_) seen someone die... yes..
(_) been to Africa.... no..wtf?
(x) Punched a friend ... in the arm..
(_) Been to Canada.......yes. it was fun, eh?
(_) Been to Mexico .....nope.
(x) Been on a plane ....yeah
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show .... of course
(_) Thrown up in a bar......haha not yet
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire..... yes... i just wanted to see if it would work.
(_) Eaten Sushi ...... yes. i fucking love sushi. yum yum yum.
(_) Been Snowboarding ... no.
(_) Met someone in person from the internet .... mhm.
(_) Been moshing at a concert ....hellz yes. projekt revolution, and the otep/kittie concert.
(x) been in an abusive relationship... yes..
(x) been pregnant or got someone pregnant ... oh yeah i get people pregnant all the time.. idk if ive ever been pregnant. eh, who cares.
(_) lost a child...um. yeah 80 of em..lol nope.
(_) gone to college ... not yet. but i willll
(_) graduated college ... well if ive never went, how can i have graduated...dumbass
(x) had sexual intercourse of any kind .... yes.
(x) tried killing yourself ... ...yes..
(x) taken painkillers ....... yeah.
(x) love someone or miss someone right now... yes.

1. Nervous Habits? biting my nails..
2. Are you double jointed? no. im not special..
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? yep. -raises eyebrow-
5. Can you blow spit bubble? hehe. yes mam i can.
6. Can you cross your eyes? yep.
7. Tattoos? not yet...next week!
8. Piercings and where? bellybutton, nose, and 13 in my ears that are all gauged and stuff.
9. Do you make your bed daily? ... haha. nope. too lazy.

10. Which shoe goes on first? the left one
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? yes many a time.
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? im too poor to even afford a wallet.
13. What jewelry do you wear 24/7? a black string choker with the sagitarrius symbol on it.. and big chain choker.. a heartagram necklace.. and my rings. and a toe ring ive had on for like a year.
14. Favorite piece of clothing? jeans. i love dem jeans.

-- FOOD --
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? no, ick.
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate
18. How many cereals in your cabinet? -counts-..5
19. What's your favourite beverage? diet coke
20. What's your favorite restaurant? buona sera, in red bank. but its mad expensive and i'll probably never go there again.
21. Do you cook? i make easymac..=D

22. How often do you brush your teeth? twice a day..sometimes more.
23. Hair drying method? blown dry and straightened
24. Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair? more times than i can remeber.

25. Do you swear? yes.
26. Do you ever spit? occasionally.

27. Animal? puppy dog
28. Food? mcchickens.
29. Month? october
30. Day? 31st
31. Favorite Cartoon Character? gir
32. Shoe Brand? converse/vans
33. Subject in school? lunch..and cosmotology..
34. Color? black/lime green
35. Sport? haha me? play sports? pfft.
36. TV show? family guy/ aqua teen hunger force

41. The CD player? jack off jill-covetous creature
42. Person you talk most on the phone with? i dont talk on the phone much..
43. Ever taken a cab? didnt we go over this?
44. Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors? oh yes. cuz im s0o sexy.
45. What color is your bedroom? white, but its covered in posters and random crap.
46. Do you use an alarm clock? haha nooooo
47. Window seat or aisle? window seat.

-- LA LA LAND --
48. What's your sleeping position? on my side with my arm under the pillow.. curled in a ball.
49. Even in hot weather do you use a blanket? yes im always cold.
50. Do you snore? i think so.
51. Do you sleepwalk? i have
52. Do you talk in your sleep? yes. sometimes.
53. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? my little 'zero' stuffed animal =D
54. How about with the light on? never. i cant fall asleep like that.
55. Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on? yes.

T or F
you cook your own dinner: f
you do your own chores: f
your parents still give you money for things: t
you're gay: f? what kind of question is that?
you walk around barefoot indoors most of the time: t
you got laid today: ...hehe.
you like beef jerky: t
your 1st car was new: never had my own car.
you own more than one brush: t
your favorite color is red: f
you plan on never going to college:f
you're completely broke right now: t
you never shop at the mall: f
everyone compliments you on your clothes: most people do.
you're happy with your hair: t
you own 3 dogs: f
you spend your money wisely: totally false.
you're always making new friends: t
you like to swim: t
you get bored taking a shower: f
you're patient: f

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Favorite type of music
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2004|07:48 pm]
[my fukked up feelings: |optimisticoptimistic]
[musikk |otep- posession]

eh, woah now. its been awhile.. hehe. well things have been awesome for the most part...erm. last friday i went to starland to see otep and kittie in concert. it was fucking ORGASMIC! otep touched me..like grabbed my hand while she was on stage..and singing my confession. it was hottt. i had like 739847398 orgasms at once. yeah...and then after kittie was done performing, i was on the side of the stage where they were walking off and i got to shake morgan's hand..omg. that was fucking sexy! yeah it was an awesome show. and im probably going to see manson there in a few weeks so that should be good. im gunna rape him..but shhh.. umm. school has been awesome. im actually going to school now and i fucking love it. life's been gooood. im finally over all that dark depressing shit i was into..thats DONE. and i couldnt feel better. oh. i cut all my hair off. i have like a short shag haircut...and now it's black...yeah i changed it agian. i swear i'm not gunna have any hair by the time i'm...40. that's gunna suck but oh well. anywhoooo i'm gunna go do some homework... i know... scary. hehe. more updates hopefully soon. =D
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stripperella!! [Sep. 20th, 2004|08:54 pm]
[musikk |my chemical romance- i'm not ok [i promise]]

Your Stripper Info by radioface
first name
Stripper Name:Barbie
Specialty:climbing the pole
Customers say:"Are those real?"
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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my love is like...woah [Sep. 20th, 2004|08:51 pm]
[musikk |coldplay- yellow]

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...erotic
Your hugs are...gentle
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...irresistable
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...encouraging
Your love is...one of a kind
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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fetus-ness... [Sep. 20th, 2004|06:47 pm]
[my fukked up feelings: |bouncy]

I adopted a cute lil' fetus in a tie
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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omg....FeTuS-ness [Sep. 20th, 2004|06:38 pm]
[my fukked up feelings: |amusedamused]
[musikk |skindred- nobody]

I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

I adopted a cute lil' Scotty fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

aint they cute as fuck???
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me and jens pointeless conversation... [Sep. 16th, 2004|10:14 pm]
[musikk |dope- die motha fucka die]

DarkestDark213: sagthtjiykuytrews
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: ithinkimdyingomghelpme
DarkestDark213: bullshitwhatdyoudo
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: idkbutithinkimdying
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: maybeimjusttired
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: hahahahahaa
DarkestDark213: ijustgotoffthephonewithkristyn
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: omgogmomgogmogmg
DarkestDark213: thatmakeyouundead?
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: yesveryundead
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: whatshesay
DarkestDark213: hahaha
DarkestDark213: whatsitmatterwhatshesaid?
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: cuzithinkshessexyandiwantherbabies
DarkestDark213: andithinkyourefuckingobsessed
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: nonotreally
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: ijustthinkshesmaaaadhot
DarkestDark213: obsessedandindenial
DarkestDark213: whatyouare
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: nooodenialisforlosers
DarkestDark213: hahahaandyourealoser
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: okmaybeiam
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: maybeimretarded
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: yougunnamakefunataretardedperson
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: youneedmaorals
DarkestDark213: imretardedtoo
DarkestDark213: soitsok
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: ohwellok
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: thatworkstoo
xX TaNgleDPuPPeT: whyarewetypinglikethis
DarkestDark213: idunno

wow that was so retarded......im so bored omg.
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